tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24487205594968721992024-02-19T17:58:46.694-08:00Daily GraceGod's Beautiful Everyday Amazing Grace!Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.comBlogger117125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-89259933242930500202012-07-19T18:26:00.002-07:002012-07-19T18:27:17.998-07:00here it is<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
welp here it is.. in all its not glory but hopefully it will be to HIS glory... <a href="http://www.hereatthecastle.blogspot.com/">www.hereatthecastle.blogspot.com </a></div>Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-67682310335433667192012-04-01T18:06:00.000-07:002012-04-01T18:06:54.313-07:00Time For a Change<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">My life is a constant cycle of change.. as it should be. This being the case and the current journey we are about to head on I feel it's time to move onto a different a blog and start over. This is has been great but was lacking a lot of me. I have never really showed this blog to really many of my friends and have keep it kind of on the down low due to worrying about what people will think of me. I am getting over that. As a matter of fact I am finding out that more people are starting to respect more now that I am just being me. The new changing me.<br />
I think this new journey is a lot like the journey the Israelites took out of Egypt, a time of moving on leaving the old behind and forging forward on a new better path God has for me.<br />
If you wondering what this new blog will be about, well, it will be about our new health journey. It will be about my new passion for how we can show God's love right where we are. It will take you a long on my attempts to craft and organize. Its going to be a mumble jumble of me. Maybe thats not the "right" way a blog should work. But it's me and God has given me my passions and talents. It's time the world meets the real me. Sooo stop by later this week and check out the new blog!</div>Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-48603648815543575792012-02-03T09:42:00.000-08:002012-02-03T09:42:12.212-08:00It's all about perspective<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">It's all about perspective. At least most days it seems to be. How easily we can twist words or actions to mean something they do not. Why are we so easy to assume ill will? Why do we often want to play the victim or the ohh boohoo me?<br />
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He is a tall man, I guess kinda scary man depending on who you ask but he is my dad none the less. His life was not an easy one but you won't ever hear him complain. Just like everyone else he has his struggles and faults. My perspective was that he didn't love me. How could he? He never really told me he did. My perspective was I wasn't good enough. How could I be? He was always telling me all the areas I needed improving in. Due to my perspective I chose not to be respectful I chose not to honor him. To this day it is one of my deepest regrets. I let things like a silly worlds perspective get in my way of obeying a command. A command from my heavenly father.<br />
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Isn't it so easy to blame? He could do the same, never hearing I love you from his own father. Plus what was he to do with four daughters. All of us blossoming into young ladies in front of his eyes knowing someday some man would come and take us away. How does any man really know what to do at that stage lest he was taught? But there we go again playing the blame game. It's easier to be the victim the one who was wronged. <b>But to change your perspective, to have a perspective that of the Heavenly Father now that takes work.</b><br />
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I'll never forget the day my father told someone he was proud of me. I knew it all along but somehow those words sounded so sweet. I took a look back at my life and remembered all the things he had done for me that said I Love You, though he seldom said the words. All the times of coming to my games at school, pitching the ball to me. Taking us on vacations and teaching us to play games. Always jumping every wave that came our way in the ocean with us. Fixing our car and of course filling our gas tank. Shoveling my driveway while King Los had to work. So many times at the kitchen table trying his hardest to have conversations he didn't know how to have. You see it really is all about perspective. <i>God's perspective</i>. He sees the heart. My Dad has always loved me and always will though we may never agree on somethings. I am determined to try and see people from God's perspective. One of love one of graciousness!</div>Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-3500777488707353132011-11-05T06:32:00.000-07:002011-11-05T06:33:23.839-07:00Are you up for the challenge?'<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRyjSZrICG1Pzs2ZS-03cnQS53cWN3vE1WgSUNvlfdNLWWUnAyybl49TP0GKiREzzYLnSXMh5RN5u4Ij0TfTg0G1P5vgIDTuRXEfCUlhCFQomPbYBV1fUXqnQpQxJvXfjojCG3K6Nt2Q8/s1600/thankfulness+image.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRyjSZrICG1Pzs2ZS-03cnQS53cWN3vE1WgSUNvlfdNLWWUnAyybl49TP0GKiREzzYLnSXMh5RN5u4Ij0TfTg0G1P5vgIDTuRXEfCUlhCFQomPbYBV1fUXqnQpQxJvXfjojCG3K6Nt2Q8/s1600/thankfulness+image.jpg" /></a></div><b><br />
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I remember awhile back this saying was going around on facebook. <b>What if all you had today was what you thanked God for yesterday? </b><br />
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That struck me hard and got me thinking. I wouldn't have very much today. Most days I spend complaining. "Ugh there are so many dishes to wash! Elianna I said stop doing that! Can't you just listen to me for once? Hunny there's no hot water AGIAN! Great now we are running late!" and so on.......<br />
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Yesterday I posted on my facebook a challenge. What if instead of just being extra thankful this month we also tried to stop complaining. Are we being thankful if in the next breath we are complaining? <b>Isn't it true that most of the things we complain about are actually just the result of being to blessed? </b>When we complain about the dishes, that's a sign we have been blessed with more food then we need. When we complain about the water being cold that's because we are spoiled and always expect to have a hot shower. What about when our children are driving us crazy? We are blessed beyond words to be their mothers. If you ask me.. I complain because personally I am very spoiled. When things don't go my way I think I am entitled to complain. Like somehow I am not deserving of frustrating things. It all sounds so silly when I say it out loud but couldn't be more true.<br />
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SO will you take this challenge with me this month? Thanking God for what we have and avoid complaining for what is not going our way? I know I will mess up and complain some. But every time I start to complain and I am going to stop and say something I am thankful for. I hope you'll join me this month and follow along as I continue to write about Thankfulness and complaining this month.<br />
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I know I should write a blog post but really I can't find the words these past few weeks. Every time I sit down to write the things I think I will write about the word just aren't coming together.<br />
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But one thing I am sure of, being a Christian is not taking the easy road. It's not hiding behind the fact that one day we will spend eternity in Heaven with our Savior. So instead of doing the hard stuff we just hid in our comfortable little houses and pretend that what is going on doesn't pretain to us. After all it's not our children.<br />
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Around a year a go I started begging God to show me his will, to show me what he wanted me to do. I begged him to please help me to step by step follow him. What I didn't realize at the time was that step by step is a lot harder. You see God doesn't show you the steps ahead of time. It's just one step and then you wait till he shows you the next one. A lot of times you are about to step where you think he wants you to and then suddenly theres a wall there and you can't get through. At first I feel sad and confused. God didn't you want us to go that way? But then I thank God. Haven't I been praying he would show us the way? Isn't putting walls up and closing doors a way of showing the way? But what happens when more doors are closing then are opening? Does that mean we haven't found the right one or does it mean we were wrong all along? I don't know all the answers but I do know one thing and that is one step at a time we must walk by faith. We can't see whats ahead and most likely because it would scare us. When we say to God we want to stop living like "Americans" and live like a sold out followers for you things really get scary!<br />
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I was tired of just being a Christian living in my comfort zone I wanted more of him and less of me. So I hope one day when I can share our whole journey you will see how God directed each of our tiny baby steps towards being a real true follower of Christ. <i><b>That we may live and speak Christ love not just have been given the gift of it.</b></i></div>Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-16406986201260882102011-09-28T14:22:00.000-07:002011-09-28T14:23:58.744-07:00When God closes one door<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Our trip to Ethiopia in Nov. has been canceled. Today during my time with the Lord I spent time writing in my prayer journal crying out to God asking him to show us exactly what he wanted us to do and to guide each and every one of our steps. An hour later I received an e-mail stating our trip had been canceled. I know this is an answer to my prayer. I am not mad God closed the door rather I am happy to know God has given us an answer. I just find myself having a hard time now sitting here wondering Ok God you closed one door but now which door is the open one? When will I ever learn to allow God to be in control and not think I must know my future?<br />
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Please continue to pray for us as something else is in the works right now and we just really wanna know if this is what God wants us. I pray he would continue to shut the doors until we can finally walk through the one he wants us to.</div>Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-3774006941746930052011-09-25T10:46:00.000-07:002011-09-25T10:46:44.272-07:00Chose to say blessed be your name?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">This morning was wonderful. We had baby dedication and sweet little Julian was dedicated. I love baby dedication. Declaring to our church, family, and friends that we are wanting to raise our children up in the Lord. This baby dedication was different. I found myself even more thankful.<br />
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In the Audience sat a woman about the same age as me. She was crying. She was crying not because she was so happy but because she was not up there. She excused herself to the lobby where someone tried to comfort her. You see her story is very similiar to mine. Like me she had a sweet baby boy who decided he wanted to come early. This sweet angel spent time in the NICU just like Prince JC. Unlike Prince JC this sweet angel did not live.<br />
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When I found my seat again and saw she had come back into the service. It was the most amazing thinkg to me she was singing along to, You give and take away but my heart will chose to say Lord blessed be your name. She sang this with tear streaked cheeks and her hands raised high. I couldn't help it I tried my hardest to hold my tears in but they just came anyways.<br />
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My dear sweet sister today my heart hurts for you. Today I hold my little guy a little tighter. Today I say blessed be your name Lord! Today I share in your sadness and say Thank you! Thank you for showing me no matter what we chose to say Blessed be your name!</div>Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-80275313883935814132011-09-24T12:57:00.000-07:002011-09-24T12:59:40.819-07:00Then why do we need God?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Why do we think it's our job to be in control?<br />
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Why do we think it's our job to always know everyone's business?<br />
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Why do we think if we don't understand it then it can't possibly be real?<br />
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Why do you we think that what we believe to be true today won't change tomorrow as we grow?<br />
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Why do we believe that when we read God's word that we only 100% understand it?<br />
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So I guess what I am wondering is if we think all these things....<br />
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In the past four years God has taken us from "christians" to having a deep desire to follow Jesus. From a broken and corrupt marriage to a beautiful picture of grace and forgiveness. To being selfish and consumed by the American dream to becoming parents and becoming passionate for the orphan.<br />
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In November we will be venturing to the beautiful country of Ethiopia for ten days to serve orphans, lepers, and the extremely poverty stricken people of Korah. When I started looking to adopt God put this wonderful country on my heart and since then it has become a love of mine and I feel so blessed to be able to have the chance to go and experience the life changing things God has planned for us there.<br />
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Ten days is not long. But it is long enough to touch a life and most importantly have our lives touched by God's wonderful love and plan for us. I am scared of that plan. A few months ago we were praying for two sweet girls in Ethiopia who I thought maybe God wanted us to bring home to be our daughters. It became a constant strain as wondered why God wasn't answering. I mean wouldn't he want those princesses to be ours? If he was here wouldn't he have taken them home to be his? So why weren't we receiving an answer? But then I realized I had. <b>Be still</b>.<br />
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I have written a few posts about this because it has been so heavy on my heart. <b>How do you wait and be still for something that would change your life so dramatically? How do you be still when you need to plan and raise money? How do you focus on the rest of your life when something so big is constantly hanging over your head? It has been a constant struggle of mine.</b><br />
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Then two months ago I found out about a friend of mine who was taking her sweet little family to discipleship school to get training to minister better to people. A cord was struck in my heart. The Lord spoke to me. "Don't you remember all those years ago when you and King Los said you would go in ministry into another country? Why not now? What is stopping you? Didn't I sell your house and now you have no debt?". Since then things have become a whirl wind. We have been praying and seeking God's will knowing again he is saying BE STILL. I know he will reveal his will but it is so hard for me to do that. I want to know. I want to plan. I want to pray and say my goodbyes. I want to pack and sell. <b>But the last thing I want to do is be still.</b><br />
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Our prayer is that this trip would help us to see more clearly the plan God has for us. Would you pray with us? Would you pray God's will is revealed? Would you pray that we can raise the funds? <b>Most important would you pray I can be still?</b>Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-2915697705107314682011-09-13T12:57:00.000-07:002011-09-13T12:57:24.947-07:00Pageant ParentingLast night I watched Miss Universe with my sisters. It got me thinking about my post yesterday and how a lot of us do this pageant style parenting. I don't necessarily mean dressing our little ones up in little tutus and tuxes or in fashion wear. I mean us wanting our kids to look and act a certain way.<br />
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Its easy for us parents to really get wrapped up in the perfect 10 child. The child who dresses and looks spotless, the child who is a genius, and the child who is athletic. We say we don't need perfection from our kids just <i>their</i> best. But sometimes I wonder if we want what is <i>our</i> best and sometimes the <i>world's</i> best.<br />
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If you have ever watched Toddlers in Tiaras you have seen the little girls begging their moms not to put another coat of mascara on or another layer of spray tan. "But sweetie it will make your look better to the judges." The mom will sweetly say to her daughter. Do we do that as parents? Maybe not force our children to get spray tanned to the point of looking disturbingly like an Umpa Lumpa but we tell them what to do to <i>"act"</i> perfect.<br />
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So where do these children who aren't perfect fit. The one who's reading just comes slower and they stutter when they speak. The children who can't sit still and listen for long and school is just a struggle. What about the children who have a severe mental illness and aren't like "other" kids.<br />
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What is the perfect child anyways? Has our comparing and worrying about how the "Judges" will rate us made us turn our children into something they are not. Do we allow to them to have creativity or do we tell them "Sweetie purple socks really don't match your green sweater you have to change before church.". Do we look at our children with love and see all the wonderful differences and the beautiful imperfections?Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-76097287028861552022011-09-12T13:45:00.000-07:002011-09-12T13:45:45.593-07:00The Mommy competitionI hate The Mommy competition!<br />
It's the why can't my kids sit as nice as her kids?<br />
It's the why is her child potty trained already and my child runs for her life when I mention the word potty?<br />
It's the of course my kid had to throw a temper tantrum in front of miss perfect and her perfect kids!<br />
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It's wow she really needs to discipline that child more!<br />
It's the I would never let my child watch that, do that, ect.<br />
It's the I am so glad my child doesn't complain all the time like her child.<br />
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It's harmful, it's depressing, it's prideful, and it's just plain wrong.<br />
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I believe as moms we are our own worst enemies. We are constantly comparing our progress of our little ones to other little ones. We think our parenting is good enough when our child makes a mistake in front of another child who seems to just have everything down pat. We think we are great parents when our kids remember to wear their halos and our friends kids are running around like little tornadoes. This is not fair and leaves no room for grace or difference of personality. It also leaves no room for bad days and tired kiddoes!<br />
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I wish I could say this is something I have never done. But unfortunately I have sat on both sides of this spectrum a time or two and I am starting to realize how much it is really affecting my parenting.<br />
<b>It's time to let God set the standard, not other Moms!</b>Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-64081993169169941522011-08-27T12:26:00.000-07:002011-08-27T12:26:03.156-07:00The WayWhen you say "There is no way I will ever get this house cleaned up."<br />
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When you say "There is no way I can survive on this little amount of sleep."<br />
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When you say "There is no way I can ever forgive that person."<br />
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When you say "There is no way I can ever change." <br />
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There is no way I can live without Jesus. He is The Way!<br />
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Things are getting soooo bad over in the Horn of Africa and I really think that us as christians really need to step up. We throw away old leftovers and moldly mystery items from our fridge and the babies and children are starving to death there. I just know we can all give some to help these sweet babies and children survive and also their parents so we will not have more oprhans. Please also get on your knees and pray, pray, pray! Please don't turn a blind eye!!!<br />
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The past week has been difficult. The Lord asked us to pray seriously about something that is so scary to us. Satan has definetly been on the attack and we are just asking God to send us clarity. I didn't think that I was so stressed out until the entire last week I have been waking in the middle of the night/early morning and can't sleep. Nothing like good 'ol insomnia to make you say Lord what are you trying to tell me. Thank God last night I was finally able to get some sleep. I know God is taking us on a long journey and I know I am not patient but I know God has told me to be still and wait!<br />
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It got me thinking.... even if some our top priorities that are totally God things can still become an Idol. Even if it is stuff that God wants us to do. <b>If we become obsessed with it and only think and pray about that it is an idol to us. </b>It becomes hard for us to wait patiently and we sometimes have a hard time doing the other stuff that is also important in our lives. We just become consumed, sometimes even with the God stuff. But just because God has called us to something doesn't mean that he has called us to it now. It also doesn't mean that our life should become only about that one particular thing and not about all our other priorities.<br />
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I am taking sometime this week to just focus on what I have here and now. I want to think how can I glorify God today. Right now. In my mundane normal tasks. I want to serve my family as unto the lord. I want to change diapers, kiss boo boos, make dinner, wash the clothes, mop the floor, smile at people at the grocery store and find ways to show God's love to my community.<br />
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But it's so much easier to say things then to do them. Everyday I am learning and growing and with God's help I think I am up to the challenge. Time to let go of my Idols and just be here in the moment with what God wants me to do NOW!Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-38109749360859406152011-07-24T13:09:00.000-07:002011-07-24T13:10:55.808-07:00Media and parenting<a _mce_href="”http://womenlivingwell.org/category/media-mondays/”" href="http://www.blogger.com/%E2%80%9Dhttp://womenlivingwell.org/category/media-mondays/%E2%80%9D" target="”_blank”"><img _mce_src="”http://womenlivingwell.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/07/Media-Mondays-150px.jpg”" src="”http://womenlivingwell.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/07/Media-Mondays-150px.jpg”" /></a><br />
I love what Courtney from Women Living Well has to say about media and parenting.<br />
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But, the biggest thing I used to struggle with was just the distraction of media. It was a huge distraction for me when we used to have cable and internet. I spent more hours then I care to mention aimlessly perusing blogs and checking facebook.<br />
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But then we moved. We can't have cable at our house and we haven't gotten any internet yet and I'm kinda loving it. When I watch all my Amish neighbors I want what they have. Life is laid back and they actually work hard to reap great benefits. They take time to make amazing home cooked meals and baked items. They have huge garden so they grow their own healthy produce and even have some left to sell.<br />
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I know media is so helpful. I have learned tons and found many great recipes but it can serve as such a major distraction. Instead of taking time to back something yummy for our family we blog. Instead of making a meal for someone who had a baby we are busy on facebook. Instead of taking a nap when we desperately need some rest we are busy keeping up with our friends through e-mail. It's like we don't know when enough is enough. It's great to have internet on our phones. We can get directions, find the local gas station ,and check the weather. You name it we can do it! But what I find interesting is we as parents have time limits for children but none for ourselves. We check our facebook 10 times a day, our e-mail 6 or 7 times a day, and our blog another several times a day. It's almost like since we are adults we think we don't need limits. That we don't have to make a conscience effort to stop our media and maybe even God forbid take days off just to focus on our family. Let's not take this good thing we have and turn it into an obsession and distraction from our lives and family!<br />
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Take a serious look at your media use and ask yourself is this really taking away time from some of my priorities?Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-75517862485384147242011-07-18T11:10:00.000-07:002011-07-18T11:10:20.161-07:00... I must become less<i>It's hard to be patient...</i><br />
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But last week when I was longing for his answer and longing for more....<br />
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He spoke to me quietly and said:<br />
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It's time to focus on what he has given me now. It's time to really work on dying to myself. It's time to become less. For in order for him to become greater I must become so much less.<br />
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<i>I need to become less in my hobbies...</i><br />
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<b>I just really need to become less because I so need him to become Greater!!!</b><br />
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</div><div>This so does not just apply to adoptions it applies to being used in any area of what God calls us to. Any area that God asks us to give up our American "dreams" for his dreams!</div><div><br />
</div><div>I am not going to lie I am afraid of what God is showing me. Going out of our comfort zone sounds sooo cool and watching people do it makes me heart beat with enthusiasm for them. <i>But doing it myself makes me feel all kinds of nervousness and selfishness.</i></div>Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-87144076123899612332011-06-20T11:35:00.000-07:002011-06-20T11:35:11.594-07:00Dream, Dream, DreamGod's plans seldom make sense. They often appear crazy, to us and especially to others.<br />
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We hear his voice calling out to us, to step out in faith. It's scary and we often ask "Is that really what your asking God?". Have we heard him wrong? Was that really him?<br />
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Most of us get caught up in dreams. I think dreams and aspirations are great. But I am only human and can only see my plans not God's. I don't always know what is best. I just know what I want. So why is it that we are so willing to put everything on the line for our dreams? Follow your dreams everyone says! If you want it bad enough you can get it. Have you ever stopped to ask what God wants. Is my dream the same as God's plan?<br />
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You can find tons of books on following your dreams. Don't you know you will achieve true happiness if you follow your dream? Maybe I am wrong but I think we push to hard on the dreams part and not hard enough on God's plans. We are imperfect and for many of us our dreams change like the winds. We get a taste of success, fame, money and we know for sure that is what God wants for us. Why wouldn't he want us to be happy? Why wouldn't he want us to have money and fame?I think that when we only listen to our wants I believe we miss his plans. Or we choose not to listen because his plans often sound crazy and are hard. We want to be able to see the end of the story before we proceed with it.<br />
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I believe if we ask God he will see the desires of our hearts. He wants us to be happy and live a life full of peace, love, and Joy. It's just that he can see the whole picture and we can't. That means he always knows what best for us even if its not<i> our</i> dream!Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-68072289714458893582011-05-31T17:34:00.000-07:002011-05-31T17:34:00.921-07:00Learned Truth or God's truth?I never really knew what Grace was... They didn't preach it at the church I attended as a child.<br />
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I knew salvation was a gift. But then I thought you had to continue to earn it. I thought through somethings I saw lived out that really grace was just a word in a song. I thought that works were what saved you. Choices and never sinning where what saved you. I even remember thinking if I die now that I didn't know where I would go because I had so many things to ask forgiveness for. <br />
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I lived under this awful need to be perfect, live perfect, and never sin. <br />
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Then one day God blessed me with this amazing <a href="http://www.likeawarmcupofcoffee.com/"><strong>friend</strong></a>. A friend that streched me. A friend that caused me to reavualate everything I thought I knew. <br />
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<strong>Salvation is totally a free gift. No exceptions!</strong><br />
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Grace is extended to all who ask the Lord to come and be their savior. Nothing we do will ever be good enough to deserve God's love or forgiveness. WOW!<br />
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I still fight the battle often with believing that obeying rules and your actions are what make you good enough. But I am growing everyday and God is constantly showing himself to me. So for now I am trying to relearn God's Grace. It's out of my comfort zone that someone would love me without me being good enough.<br />
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But what I have most grown to understand is that there is a difference between God's truth and a truth that you have been taught or come to believe. Sometimes on purpose or not we are taught things wrong or precieve things wrong. <strong>We are all human after all. So lets not take anyone elses word for it not even our own. Lets be on our hands and knees constantly asking God to reveal to us</strong> <strong>HIS TRUTH!</strong><br />
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Is there something in your life you are holding onto that God is trying to tell you is a learned truth not a God's truth. Let's all ask God to show in what ways we are not listening to his truth or have been swayed wrong. Because all of us have so much growing to do. I know I sure Do!<br />
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<strong><em>But to each one of us grace was given according to the measure of Christ's gift</em>.</strong><br />
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He is not a God of confusion. If you truly seek him and his wisdom he will help guide,direct, and show you what he wants for you.<br />
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I have found this sooo true for me in my life recently. With the sale of our house and a new job I have been blessed with. (it's a work from home job for one of my closest friends)<br />
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Lets all seek God's will because though it may sometimes seem crazy and a little over the top he knows best and always rewards obedience. Just remember it is all in his timing.<br />
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<strong>If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. James 1:5</strong><br />
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<strong>Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. </strong><br />
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We are busy busy busy. We are in full swing with moving things to the farm. But, God has been so wonderful I actally don't feel overwhelmed I just feel excited to start this new chapter! God has been proving time and time again that if you are faithful he will provide for your needs!<br />
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I know I need to get some pictures up of the farm and everything and of course of the little munkins because they are so big already. Especially Prince Jules who rolled over for the first time last night. He is so different In personality from Princess Eli. It's amazing to see their differences as he gets older.<br />
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Here's a little more to sum up this new phase in my life....<br />
1. Why did I ever used to complain when I had to mow for 45 mins? Now it takes me atleast an hour and a half to two hours. <br />
2. Speaking of mowing I am deathly afraid of being shocked by the electric fence while mowing. I am pretty sure this is what makes the process take longer.<br />
3. Living on a farm is inspiring me to do all kinds of "down on the farm" stuff. Like planting some veggies and other things. (Ash I'm still not getting a chicken coop, atleast not yet.)<br />
4. I have accumulated lots and lots of things in my first few years of marriage. I need to clean out my closets!<br />
5. We even have cows on the farm now. They are not ours but Princess Eli sure does enjoy to watch them.<br />
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I hope to get some pictures up soon and I will keep you updated as I adapt to my new life down on the farm.Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-27199009086870834842011-04-23T06:40:00.000-07:002011-04-23T06:40:41.226-07:00Everyday should be good fridayI was having such a hard time focusing on Good Friday and Easter. Of course I had planned so much for this week including a yardsale for yesterday morning. I was feeling emotionally and physically exhasuted and found myself constantly snapping at King Los. So we decided to watch the passion of the Christ as we often try to do on Good Friday.<br />
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I am so ashamed... ashamed I forget. Ashamed I tell others to do the hard stuff but I dont always do it myself. Ashamed I use my tongue as a weapon and not always as a device to build others up. Ashmed I don't always put God first. <br />
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King Los said to me last night as I sat distraught... You know we arent supposed to just remember what he did on today but everyday.<br />
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Hes right. It's great to remember on Easter weekend, we should celebrate and commemorate what Jesus has done for us. But let us not forget that because of what he did grace is extended to us everyday!! You and I no longer have to go to the temple to make a sacrafice we just have to go before Jesus and ask for forgiveness.<br />
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How great the fathers love for us!Queen Loshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03679808010872377658noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2448720559496872199.post-32403381252479453112011-04-21T10:13:00.000-07:002011-04-21T10:13:07.994-07:00Do the hard thingsI didn't want to tell her that...<br />
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She sat with her head in hands, tears streaming down her face. She had been through so much and now this?! She looked at me and said... "Why is this happening to me? Please tell me what you think I should do!"<br />
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I told her... "I can't tell you what to do. All I can tell you is what I believe from the word of God and that you yourself have to look to God and in his word for the answers. But life isn't easy and <strong>God calls us to do the hard things</strong>!"<br />
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"My father will disown me and everyone will think I am crazy. Even some of my christian friends." She said to me.<br />
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<strong>We can't see the big picture. God can! We worry and fear. God teaches and encourages! We hurt and cry. God loves and catches every tear in a jar</strong>. <strong>We can't do the hard the things by ourself, but God Can help us!</strong><br />
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The christian life is not an easy one. <strong>Its full of having to do the hard things</strong>. Things the world think are dumb and crazy and things even some christians think are crazy. But live by God's word and not by any man's word!<br />
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<strong>Simon, Simon, Satan has asked to sift you as wheat. Luke 22:31</strong><br />
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Satan has asked to sift us all.. we can allow God to prove himself faithful by doing the hard things he calls us to! No matter the circumstance.... there is no excuse. <strong>We must do the hard things!</strong><br />
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